Typically to be awesome and bust past my lull-ish-ness, I do some out-of-the-ordinary, unpredictable crazy tom-foolery! Unfortunately, however, I spend all yesterday adrenaline over-dosing on cars and guns, and I have not a thing to show for it. fml!
Yes, I think it may have some relation to that guy I went out with sometime last week. Ummm. So, he apparently has a girlfriend.... thanks, but no thanks. I think I'll pass on being his "21 yr old piece of a$$"! When will people/men learn you cannot have your cake and eat it too?!
Which begs the question: Would you or wouldn't you? Would I what? Would you stay in a relationship with a chick that you knew was destined to lead to absolutely nowhere? I'm not trying to get this guy to leave his girl... not at all. But when he said he was with this girl whom he explicitly TOLD he would not marry, I guess I was sort of floored. Isn't that the essence of pointlessness? No ends to the means...?
Of course I retorted with the age old question on everyone's mind... "Then, sir, WHY did you ask me out?!" Which is one helluvah great question at that point. He said he'd never met a girl like blah blah blah... yeah I've heard that before. Obviously not is all quiet on the girlfriend front, no?
I have a feeling that that entire outing, although very fun, somewhat sealed the deal of us not communicating any longer. Sad i guess.... but what can ya do? I need to bust out of my lull here in a minute. I think typing this out helped so thanks much :D ya'll are mini therapists. I swear, you should definitely consider a future in the career!
I've had that feeling. I don't know exactly what to tell you. I mean the guy with the girlfriend thing, ridiculous. Sounds like you know that though. What a weirdo. As far as the lull, maybe just sit with it and really feel it without trying to push it away. See what happens. Good luck!
I've got the lulls too. It blows.
Guys with girlfriends who hit on other girls blow too.
WTF?
Agreed Girls! A-G-R-E-E-D.